I see strangers on the Internet
talk about healing their inner child.
It made me go inward.
Think
and think
and think.
About little me.
Three, five, seven years old.
What she wore
what she ate
what she watched on TV.
How she danced,
twirled on and on
without a care in the world.
And as I saw her in my mind's eye
and felt her in my soul,
my heart was filled with a Great and Terrible Sadness.
Oh, how I've failed her!
I've abandoned her laugh
her warmth
her light.
I traded her valiance for fear,
her voice for silence.
Her smile and bright green eyes
for a dull film over too-pale features.
Oh, my poor, sweet child.
I am endlessly sorry.
I have failed you.
Failed you.
Failed you.
Those strangers on the Internet
want to heal their inner child.
But now
I wonder...
Can my inner child heal me?
Aug 6, 2023
Aug 6, 2023 at 7:22 PM UTC
I see strangers on the Internet
talk about healing their inner child.
It made me go inward.
Think
and think
and think.
About little me.
Three, five, seven years old.
What she wore
what she ate
what she watched on TV.
How she danced,
twirled on and on
without a care in the world.
And as I saw her in my mind's eye
and felt her in my soul,
my heart was filled with a Great and Terrible Sadness.
Oh, how I've failed her!
I've abandoned her laugh
her warmth
her light.
I traded her valiance for fear,
her voice for silence.
Her smile and bright green eyes
for a dull film over too-pale features.
Oh, my poor, sweet child.
I am endlessly sorry.
I have failed you.
Failed you.
Failed you.
Those strangers on the Internet
want to heal their inner child.
But now
I wonder...
Can my inner child heal me?
