I breathe you.
I breathe you in the first breath I take every morning
I taste you in the NyQuil I have to abuse before I can sleep
I see you in the purple dreams I remember every night
NIGHTMARES
I have nightmares of you.
I nightmare you in my inadequacy and my ignorance
I nightmare you in my clothing and the way I cut my hair
I nightmare you in the tumblr girls I reblog
*I nightmare you in the way my breath shortens when I can't breathe you and when I don't want to breathe you.
Asthma attack, you're my air and I loathe you
I want to suffocate but I can't keep suffering like this*
I NEED AIR.
REAL AIR.
NOT THIS HELL.
I want to breathe air.
I don't want to breathe you.
I want to dream dreams,
Not nightmares.
You have total grasp of my mind
And you don't even know.
Dec 2, 2016
Dec 2, 2016 at 12:22 AM UTC
I breathe you.
I breathe you in the first breath I take every morning
I taste you in the NyQuil I have to abuse before I can sleep
I see you in the purple dreams I remember every night
NIGHTMARES
I have nightmares of you.
I nightmare you in my inadequacy and my ignorance
I nightmare you in my clothing and the way I cut my hair
I nightmare you in the tumblr girls I reblog
*I nightmare you in the way my breath shortens when I can't breathe you and when I don't want to breathe you.
Asthma attack, you're my air and I loathe you
I want to suffocate but I can't keep suffering like this*
I NEED AIR.
REAL AIR.
NOT THIS HELL.
I want to breathe air.
I don't want to breathe you.
I want to dream dreams,
Not nightmares.
You have total grasp of my mind
And you don't even know.
