how many poems
will it take for you to stay?
because I'd write them all
if it'd make you stay
because how can I just forget about you?
how can I tell you it was a ******* mistake meeting you
when you saved my life?
was it a mistake that you saved my life?
was I dreaming everything?
how can I just let you leave
when I still have so much to tell you
I have to tell you how good the Billie eilish movie was
I have to tell you about what I'll wear to lollapalooza
I have to tell you about the monsters I'll try
I have to tell you I love you so ******* much
because maybe everyone tells you that
but I don't tell everyone that
and maybe you have so many friends
but I don't
in my mind your one of the only friends I have
and was I crazy thinking we even were?
I know its not your fault
and how could it ever be?
you didn't deserve anything
that ever happened to you
your just 14
you've been 14 since you were 10
so how can you determine what's gonna happen in the future when your 14
Ren how many poems or rants or whatever the **** you'd call my writing
for you to stay?
please?
what if the spider theory is real?
what do you think will happen when you go?
everyone loves you so much ren
it will break them
it will break me
how am I supposed to smile
on stage at my 4 recitals
how will I ever drink a monster again
without seeing your face
how will I write another poem?
how will I get myself to come back on here?
how will I go on Pinterest?
how will I step foot in school?
how will I go to europe?
how will I listen to music?
how will I wear my docs?
how will I do anything?
without you here?
please? stay?
i still have a list of movies you need to watch
if you care,
I don't think it hurt this much
when it was Aubrey
and she was my best friend
so what the **** are you doing to me
I love you
I love you
I love you
May 8
May 8, 2026 at 11:22 AM UTC
how many poems
will it take for you to stay?
because I'd write them all
if it'd make you stay
because how can I just forget about you?
how can I tell you it was a ******* mistake meeting you
when you saved my life?
was it a mistake that you saved my life?
was I dreaming everything?
how can I just let you leave
when I still have so much to tell you
I have to tell you how good the Billie eilish movie was
I have to tell you about what I'll wear to lollapalooza
I have to tell you about the monsters I'll try
I have to tell you I love you so ******* much
because maybe everyone tells you that
but I don't tell everyone that
and maybe you have so many friends
but I don't
in my mind your one of the only friends I have
and was I crazy thinking we even were?
I know its not your fault
and how could it ever be?
you didn't deserve anything
that ever happened to you
your just 14
you've been 14 since you were 10
so how can you determine what's gonna happen in the future when your 14
Ren how many poems or rants or whatever the **** you'd call my writing
for you to stay?
please?
what if the spider theory is real?
what do you think will happen when you go?
everyone loves you so much ren
it will break them
it will break me
how am I supposed to smile
on stage at my 4 recitals
how will I ever drink a monster again
without seeing your face
how will I write another poem?
how will I get myself to come back on here?
how will I go on Pinterest?
how will I step foot in school?
how will I go to europe?
how will I listen to music?
how will I wear my docs?
how will I do anything?
without you here?
please? stay?
i still have a list of movies you need to watch
if you care,
I don't think it hurt this much
when it was Aubrey
and she was my best friend
so what the **** are you doing to me
I love you
I love you
I love you
