I am blurry
Even my eyes can't see clearly
My life has become complicated
And predictable
My heart has lost depth
My passion for life and meaning
Is slowly drifting away
This is
In fact
What I wanted
I lived to see the truth
To peak at reality
I gave it all up
Because I wanted to keep my sanity
I used to be strong, independent, and confident
I saw my reality as so
Ever since, my life has changed
I am an endless trip
Obsessed with herself
An active member of society
Secretly insane
I am hungry for more
To finally be myself
To be real
There is a sadness in all people
They are all crazy
I will go crazy to fit in
If thats what it takes!
My ambition is gone
My talent no more
Brain dead
Is ignorance is in fact what they say?