my wedding is so far away,
my closest future is only
coloured with grief.
unfathomable change,
and a weight of staying this way
so pull me down,
put silk over my eyes
and let me hear the cicadas talking,
the worms digging,
and bones laughing
at me,
at me
i cannot stay this way
but i'm not given a choice
i can only look farther away
and find comfort in the maybes,
in a dream far away
that i know will never stay
stay, stay,
help me change my fate
pull me out of this rotten cage
please don't look away
when they bury my sanity
they're doing it now,
he's really done it now
i will drown in sins
just not to feel my fate
i can't change it now,
their actions were set in stone,
and are now carved
in my bones
stay, go,
whatever you choose
my fate is all the same
my bones won't ask
how i went
and the future isn't worth knowing
Apr 9
Apr 9, 2026 at 12:05 PM UTC
my wedding is so far away,
my closest future is only
coloured with grief.
unfathomable change,
and a weight of staying this way
so pull me down,
put silk over my eyes
and let me hear the cicadas talking,
the worms digging,
and bones laughing
at me,
at me
i cannot stay this way
but i'm not given a choice
i can only look farther away
and find comfort in the maybes,
in a dream far away
that i know will never stay
stay, stay,
help me change my fate
pull me out of this rotten cage
please don't look away
when they bury my sanity
they're doing it now,
he's really done it now
i will drown in sins
just not to feel my fate
i can't change it now,
their actions were set in stone,
and are now carved
in my bones
stay, go,
whatever you choose
my fate is all the same
my bones won't ask
how i went
and the future isn't worth knowing
fate.
