I Should be busy
Plans were made
But I'm just not
Feeling capable.
Today.
So today it's;
Muted ringtone
Notifications too!
I'm hiding away.
Feeling miserable.
Coloured blue.
Screen illuminates,
my guilt resonates.
Messages accumulate
I can guarantee their
voices are irate.
In good faith, in honesty,
yesterday I committed.
It was a good day
I was fooled into
believing, misconceiving.
I thought the dark clouds
Had gone away!
I ought to know better!
The nature of this
Smothering beast,
Cannot be tethered.
He loosens his grip
But will never
Fully release.
Jan 21, 2020
Jan 21, 2020 at 5:21 PM UTC
I Should be busy
Plans were made
But I'm just not
Feeling capable.
Today.
So today it's;
Muted ringtone
Notifications too!
I'm hiding away.
Feeling miserable.
Coloured blue.
Screen illuminates,
my guilt resonates.
Messages accumulate
I can guarantee their
voices are irate.
In good faith, in honesty,
yesterday I committed.
It was a good day
I was fooled into
believing, misconceiving.
I thought the dark clouds
Had gone away!
I ought to know better!
The nature of this
Smothering beast,
Cannot be tethered.
He loosens his grip
But will never
Fully release.