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I sense the ache like it's in the air I roll my thumb and my index finger together Like I'm giving it a taste I shiver But is it the blowing wind Or is it cause I'm scared ? Scared to admit I'm hurt Scared to admit I'm rejected Scared to admit You did it I care about you too much that I wont allow u to do this. But whatever I dont care get dressed whatever Cause it out of my control How you feel and your soul So I deny myself To keep you near I deny my hurt And detach my fears I wont let you hurt me Cause, Love. I dont want to Hate you. So I criminalize my feelings And put it in a cuff I feel it in the air I sense it between my fingers Or is it between my bones ..? I dont know if I love you Cause I wouldnt dare .. But this ache is too familiar now Its like it's always been there I wish I can set it free And cry Instead of this already solved mystery Of truth and self-lies Of this numbed ache I wish I could be with you I wish I could take being without you I wish I could admit that I love you But, Love. But I wouldnt dare..
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Dec 21, 2019
Dec 21, 2019 at 6:34 AM UTC
I wouldn't dare
I sense the ache like it's in the air I roll my thumb and my index finger together Like I'm giving it a taste I shiver But is it the blowing wind Or is it cause I'm scared ? Scared to admit I'm hurt Scared to admit I'm rejected Scared to admit You did it I care about you too much that I wont allow u to do this. But whatever I dont care get dressed whatever Cause it out of my control How you feel and your soul So I deny myself To keep you near I deny my hurt And detach my fears I wont let you hurt me Cause, Love. I dont want to Hate you. So I criminalize my feelings And put it in a cuff I feel it in the air I sense it between my fingers Or is it between my bones ..? I dont know if I love you Cause I wouldnt dare .. But this ache is too familiar now Its like it's always been there I wish I can set it free And cry Instead of this already solved mystery Of truth and self-lies Of this numbed ache I wish I could be with you I wish I could take being without you I wish I could admit that I love you But, Love. But I wouldnt dare..
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Lebanese
Dec 21, 2019
Dec 21, 2019 at 6:34 AM UTC
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