I knew it wasn't you that passed me
On a bike this morning, but oh,
It looked like you. God,
He looked like you.
And I'm glad he was on a bike,
Somewhat because he wasn't you and
That meant I could let my head
Turn, let myself watch him pass by
With open hunger the way
I could never watch you,
But mostly because on foot I would have
Pulled him close by the coat that
Looked like one you wear and
Whisper in his ear,
"You look like the boy I want to ****
And I didn't want to get arrested,
And I didn't want him to take me up
On my offer
(But part of me wanted him to take me
Up on my offer
Because you never would)
Because I didn't know this was
Anything more than hero worship,
I thought this was little love,
Hearts in margins and
Poems in black ink,
I didn't know this was the kind of
Feeling that had people accosting
Delivery boys for wearing dark jackets
And I think I need to give up quick
Before you, me, or the delivery boy
Gets hurt.
'Q
Oct 22, 2013
Oct 22, 2013 at 11:59 AM UTC
I knew it wasn't you that passed me
On a bike this morning, but oh,
It looked like you. God,
He looked like you.
And I'm glad he was on a bike,
Somewhat because he wasn't you and
That meant I could let my head
Turn, let myself watch him pass by
With open hunger the way
I could never watch you,
But mostly because on foot I would have
Pulled him close by the coat that
Looked like one you wear and
Whisper in his ear,
"You look like the boy I want to ****
And I didn't want to get arrested,
And I didn't want him to take me up
On my offer
(But part of me wanted him to take me
Up on my offer
Because you never would)
Because I didn't know this was
Anything more than hero worship,
I thought this was little love,
Hearts in margins and
Poems in black ink,
I didn't know this was the kind of
Feeling that had people accosting
Delivery boys for wearing dark jackets
And I think I need to give up quick
Before you, me, or the delivery boy
Gets hurt.
'Q
10/22/13
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