waiting
waiting waiting waiting
w a i t i n g
how many times have i waited for something to get nothing at all
my heart races. i do laps around my room.
it’s cold but i have to wear a tank top to bed because i’m sweating so much
my mind thinking of 1000 thoughts in 1 second
whenever another friend tells me that they’ve gotten their email my stomach drops
i’m so proud of them and at the same time so worried for myself
i refresh the page every half a minute to no avail
i should just keep reading my english book and do my history project
but nothing can take my mind of of this
this one role in one show that will only be a distant memory when i grow old
it doesnt matter
does it matter
will it matter
i keep waiting
Sep 22, 2018
Sep 22, 2018 at 11:08 PM UTC
waiting
waiting waiting waiting
w a i t i n g
how many times have i waited for something to get nothing at all
my heart races. i do laps around my room.
it’s cold but i have to wear a tank top to bed because i’m sweating so much
my mind thinking of 1000 thoughts in 1 second
whenever another friend tells me that they’ve gotten their email my stomach drops
i’m so proud of them and at the same time so worried for myself
i refresh the page every half a minute to no avail
i should just keep reading my english book and do my history project
but nothing can take my mind of of this
this one role in one show that will only be a distant memory when i grow old
it doesnt matter
does it matter
will it matter
i keep waiting
