The first coping skills I was taught
Was to snap a rubber band,
On my wrist.
At first, it worked-
Never quite captured the sting the same,
But it kept the thoughts at bay.
Underneath the fold of my brain,
I didn't like the way I could be fixed,
So easily.
So, I snapped it harder,
Pulling back like a bow and arrow,
The target, my forearm.
Over and over,
Again and again,
Until bruised welts formed,
My skin turning purple and red,
Until the rubber band would snap.
I showed my therapist,
I could help but smile
See, I am sick! I really am!
Her brows knit,
Let's try something else.
6d ago
May 29, 2026 at 3:19 AM UTC
The first coping skills I was taught
Was to snap a rubber band,
On my wrist.
At first, it worked-
Never quite captured the sting the same,
But it kept the thoughts at bay.
Underneath the fold of my brain,
I didn't like the way I could be fixed,
So easily.
So, I snapped it harder,
Pulling back like a bow and arrow,
The target, my forearm.
Over and over,
Again and again,
Until bruised welts formed,
My skin turning purple and red,
Until the rubber band would snap.
I showed my therapist,
I could help but smile
See, I am sick! I really am!
Her brows knit,
Let's try something else.
