I can still remember it so vividly
Crying
Unleashing a small storm
That was probably held in to long
Rain In my palms
And thunder in my arms
Shirt collar soaked
From the inclement weather
Shoulders shifted forward
Unable to forced them straight from the weight
The preachers words becomes mumbles and background noise
Drowned out by sadden thoughts
And as I sit in the pew
The isolation I felt
Didn’t match the full capacity of the church
Im not just crying because my cousin died
I was engaged in a silent war
Longing to be comforted
Hoping for a umbrella
To shield me from the bad weather
TO long I waited
With no sign of the thunder clouds fading
No one was coming
That’s when I died a little to
May 18
May 18, 2026 at 2:00 PM UTC
I can still remember it so vividly
Crying
Unleashing a small storm
That was probably held in to long
Rain In my palms
And thunder in my arms
Shirt collar soaked
From the inclement weather
Shoulders shifted forward
Unable to forced them straight from the weight
The preachers words becomes mumbles and background noise
Drowned out by sadden thoughts
And as I sit in the pew
The isolation I felt
Didn’t match the full capacity of the church
Im not just crying because my cousin died
I was engaged in a silent war
Longing to be comforted
Hoping for a umbrella
To shield me from the bad weather
TO long I waited
With no sign of the thunder clouds fading
No one was coming
That’s when I died a little to