I am drunk on desperation
upon the clifftops of despair
Will I take the leap of faith?
or continue to live in fear?
Ashamed for feeling broken
I am trapped within my past
I must unravel these emotions
to truly be free at last
I want to confront this darkness
Shed some light upon this pain
Reveal the creepy shadow monsters
before they seep into my brain
Made to believe I was not good enough
is what keeps me feeling weak
I learned so young not to love myself
from the Death Mother’s critique
There's this child in need of healing
who keeps tugging at my sleeve
as I kneel to finally greet her
she softly whispers, “It’s safe to grieve.”
Jan 8, 2018
Jan 8, 2018 at 10:15 AM UTC
I am drunk on desperation
upon the clifftops of despair
Will I take the leap of faith?
or continue to live in fear?
Ashamed for feeling broken
I am trapped within my past
I must unravel these emotions
to truly be free at last
I want to confront this darkness
Shed some light upon this pain
Reveal the creepy shadow monsters
before they seep into my brain
Made to believe I was not good enough
is what keeps me feeling weak
I learned so young not to love myself
from the Death Mother’s critique
There's this child in need of healing
who keeps tugging at my sleeve
as I kneel to finally greet her
she softly whispers, “It’s safe to grieve.”
1/8/17
