I broke.
I once wanted one.
A dad.
A true father.
To his heart,
to his wife,
and his family.
What I got was another.
Swallowed by suffering,
his silence
suffocating a dream.
His?
Mine?
Lost and adrift
and slowly
buried
by his past.
Now father.
Dad.
I alone have to stand.
For my youth
long since passed.
Stand for my kids, my wife,
and yearning
for the heart, the Soul
of my Self.
For the boy who’s walked alone,
who still lives with me.
So that the pain can rise,
Can breach the surface
and let loose
the storm
for a sweet burial song.
All this
so he can once again
Remember
what love is.
Aug 29, 2024
Aug 29, 2024 at 8:12 PM UTC
I broke.
I once wanted one.
A dad.
A true father.
To his heart,
to his wife,
and his family.
What I got was another.
Swallowed by suffering,
his silence
suffocating a dream.
His?
Mine?
Lost and adrift
and slowly
buried
by his past.
Now father.
Dad.
I alone have to stand.
For my youth
long since passed.
Stand for my kids, my wife,
and yearning
for the heart, the Soul
of my Self.
For the boy who’s walked alone,
who still lives with me.
So that the pain can rise,
Can breach the surface
and let loose
the storm
for a sweet burial song.
All this
so he can once again
Remember
what love is.