I see the boy I used to be
not in a dream but on the street.
He walks alone without a beat
or rhythm in his feet.
He kicks a stone.
His mobile phone is glued to his cheek.
He seems the very model of
a troubled teenage tearaway.
Nothings lead to nothings, lead
to nothing honest he can say.
He knows what others think he is
and he’s terrified.
He thinks enough to know that he was
born lost.
He doesn’t toil his wits,
unwind a coil of ignorance
or dabble in some dissonance.
He speaks with recycled bits
of other people’s words.
He likes to quote celebrities
who like to speak in major keys,
who comfort him like family
and apathy.
He knows their faces
better than his own.
He remains featureless
but will cast the first stone.
May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018 at 3:28 PM UTC
I see the boy I used to be
not in a dream but on the street.
He walks alone without a beat
or rhythm in his feet.
He kicks a stone.
His mobile phone is glued to his cheek.
He seems the very model of
a troubled teenage tearaway.
Nothings lead to nothings, lead
to nothing honest he can say.
He knows what others think he is
and he’s terrified.
He thinks enough to know that he was
born lost.
He doesn’t toil his wits,
unwind a coil of ignorance
or dabble in some dissonance.
He speaks with recycled bits
of other people’s words.
He likes to quote celebrities
who like to speak in major keys,
who comfort him like family
and apathy.
He knows their faces
better than his own.
He remains featureless
but will cast the first stone.
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