There are crosses and
Incense smoke conturing the idols sitting on the mantelpiece
As if you couldn’t choose between
Gods and morality
You sat me down on the kitchen table,
Creased shirt and faded jeans
A handle of coffee in your fist
Told me you wanted to talk
And how I’ll be sorry when you
Die
And all I can think of is another table
With another man and tears the same color
My lips on the edge of the rim
Begging to tell him
You’re already dead
Hasn’t anyone told you?
Tables turn—turn tables into
Guts and ***** with
Magic 8s on them
Shake me enough
Find the probability of the word no
Versus a door with the handle
Shaped like a gun
Find yourself slammed shut
Reading my lips from
the other side of the windowpane
I’m sorry
The lips say,
But love is a motive too
Unable to dig up the corpse of my childhood,
I simplified and refined my words before I said them:
I know
Because that was all I could say to someone
Who had already died
Apr 21
Apr 21, 2026 at 6:23 PM UTC
There are crosses and
Incense smoke conturing the idols sitting on the mantelpiece
As if you couldn’t choose between
Gods and morality
You sat me down on the kitchen table,
Creased shirt and faded jeans
A handle of coffee in your fist
Told me you wanted to talk
And how I’ll be sorry when you
Die
And all I can think of is another table
With another man and tears the same color
My lips on the edge of the rim
Begging to tell him
You’re already dead
Hasn’t anyone told you?
Tables turn—turn tables into
Guts and ***** with
Magic 8s on them
Shake me enough
Find the probability of the word no
Versus a door with the handle
Shaped like a gun
Find yourself slammed shut
Reading my lips from
the other side of the windowpane
I’m sorry
The lips say,
But love is a motive too
Unable to dig up the corpse of my childhood,
I simplified and refined my words before I said them:
I know
Because that was all I could say to someone
Who had already died