My skin drooping, smeared and weighted.
My head low.
I dropped to my knees in a field somewhere, wasn't too sure where else to go.
I took a breath that felt thick and milky, am i breathing or swimming?
A lens or two off center my vision was blurry.
I had no idea how to cry, so i dug my fingers in the dirt looking for a feeling.
I felt the wet earth caked under my nails, the itchy flare up of cut grass against my skin.
I tried to remember who I was, so i thought of all the places ive been. I repeated my name aloud.
Hoping to connect.
Trying to will the fog away, thoughts broken. things i cant recollect.
Im in a field somewhere that stays colored in.
I’m in a field somewhere, I couldn’t quite fit.
I’m in a field somewhere, can you hear me?
I’m in a field somewhere, where am I?
Nov 24, 2025
Nov 24, 2025 at 1:40 PM UTC
My skin drooping, smeared and weighted.
My head low.
I dropped to my knees in a field somewhere, wasn't too sure where else to go.
I took a breath that felt thick and milky, am i breathing or swimming?
A lens or two off center my vision was blurry.
I had no idea how to cry, so i dug my fingers in the dirt looking for a feeling.
I felt the wet earth caked under my nails, the itchy flare up of cut grass against my skin.
I tried to remember who I was, so i thought of all the places ive been. I repeated my name aloud.
Hoping to connect.
Trying to will the fog away, thoughts broken. things i cant recollect.
Im in a field somewhere that stays colored in.
I’m in a field somewhere, I couldn’t quite fit.
I’m in a field somewhere, can you hear me?
I’m in a field somewhere, where am I?