It could have been dirtier if I had not shot myself,
After being disheartened by a cheating wife.
Now you might ask what dirtier than blood on the ceiling,
Even dirtier than a bullet through my lower jaw?
Yes I answer.
If I had chosen to stay alive,
And fix the matter once & for all.
If I had barged into her privacy,
Into the indecent incandescence.
If I had not shot myself,
And had shot them both.
Then my honour would have suffered,
Court martial is far worse than that.
I was tired from killing terrorists,
And I loved her too much to hurt her.
Even so, had I not promised her dad,
That I'll care about her just as he did.
And, had I not promised her mother,
That I'll hurt her never ever ever...?
So I chose the easier way,
I just shot myself dead.
Now she'll live peaceably,
And even I will definitely.
Not worrying about what they say,
Not worrying about the government,
Not worrying about the nation now.
I just hope my buddies will take care,
Of their own & the national security.
Jan 5, 2016
Jan 5, 2016 at 1:12 AM UTC
It could have been dirtier if I had not shot myself,
After being disheartened by a cheating wife.
Now you might ask what dirtier than blood on the ceiling,
Even dirtier than a bullet through my lower jaw?
Yes I answer.
If I had chosen to stay alive,
And fix the matter once & for all.
If I had barged into her privacy,
Into the indecent incandescence.
If I had not shot myself,
And had shot them both.
Then my honour would have suffered,
Court martial is far worse than that.
I was tired from killing terrorists,
And I loved her too much to hurt her.
Even so, had I not promised her dad,
That I'll care about her just as he did.
And, had I not promised her mother,
That I'll hurt her never ever ever...?
So I chose the easier way,
I just shot myself dead.
Now she'll live peaceably,
And even I will definitely.
Not worrying about what they say,
Not worrying about the government,
Not worrying about the nation now.
I just hope my buddies will take care,
Of their own & the national security.
