Every time I look at a picture of my mom and dad this feeling erupts inside me. I don't know what it is. I wanna cry both happy and sad tears. I want to both smile and grimace.
How can such an amazing man be torn so quickly from such an amazing woman? How?
She deserved him. He deserved her. I'm sure both would say they didn't deserve the other. But they did.
There is hole in my heart and a pit in my stomach. I want to yell and scream, but I know that it won't bring him back. I want to clench my teeth and put a hole in the wall, but I know I won't ever feel the pain he did when he had to decide to let go. I want to hear all about him, but I know I will never know as much as he could have told me.
They say pain goes away. I'd like to know their secret.
Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 9:16 PM UTC
Every time I look at a picture of my mom and dad this feeling erupts inside me. I don't know what it is. I wanna cry both happy and sad tears. I want to both smile and grimace.
How can such an amazing man be torn so quickly from such an amazing woman? How?
She deserved him. He deserved her. I'm sure both would say they didn't deserve the other. But they did.
There is hole in my heart and a pit in my stomach. I want to yell and scream, but I know that it won't bring him back. I want to clench my teeth and put a hole in the wall, but I know I won't ever feel the pain he did when he had to decide to let go. I want to hear all about him, but I know I will never know as much as he could have told me.
They say pain goes away. I'd like to know their secret.
