At My Grandmother's Grave
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You hid your pain and sorrow from everyone,
You kept everything covered and secret.
Finally, you became a guest
In this "covered city".
Your hands always smelled of milk,
Now everything smells of blood
Have you come here to be a grandmother to the martyrs who lie here?
Tell them a tale, grandmother,
Tell them that
Giants and dragons really exist.
They rule the world.
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You collected stones from the roads and paths,
So that the cows' legs wouldn't hurt.
So why did this life constantly stone you?
Your childhood was a refugee life,
And again your old age - a refugee life.
Your middle age was the repressions of 1937, then the war of 1941-45,
Then the labor of the collective farm - you looked after thirty cows.
You didn't want even a stone to hit the cows' feet,
You had such love for the government's cows that sent your husband to a place of no return.
You never wanted to be a burden to anyone,
That's why when you died,
You became smaller.
So that our burden would be lighter.
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Sorrow was your childhood friend;
When you died, you should have entrusted me to sorrow —
This sorrow should have treated me well.
For your sake, grandma.
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You saw hell and then left,
May your land be paradise, grandma.
You have not seen a bright day in this world,
May your grave be filled with light, grandma.
Feb 11
Feb 11, 2026 at 5:14 AM UTC
At My Grandmother's Grave
-
You hid your pain and sorrow from everyone,
You kept everything covered and secret.
Finally, you became a guest
In this "covered city".
Your hands always smelled of milk,
Now everything smells of blood
Have you come here to be a grandmother to the martyrs who lie here?
Tell them a tale, grandmother,
Tell them that
Giants and dragons really exist.
They rule the world.
-
You collected stones from the roads and paths,
So that the cows' legs wouldn't hurt.
So why did this life constantly stone you?
Your childhood was a refugee life,
And again your old age - a refugee life.
Your middle age was the repressions of 1937, then the war of 1941-45,
Then the labor of the collective farm - you looked after thirty cows.
You didn't want even a stone to hit the cows' feet,
You had such love for the government's cows that sent your husband to a place of no return.
You never wanted to be a burden to anyone,
That's why when you died,
You became smaller.
So that our burden would be lighter.
-
Sorrow was your childhood friend;
When you died, you should have entrusted me to sorrow —
This sorrow should have treated me well.
For your sake, grandma.
-
You saw hell and then left,
May your land be paradise, grandma.
You have not seen a bright day in this world,
May your grave be filled with light, grandma.
Bahtiyar Hidayet
