I sit awaiting my turn at a speech meet
people stand, talk,
and, well that's it
when a boy walks in
with chestnut eyes and
beautifully fallen umber hair
he was the prettiest man
I had ever seen
could he like a boy like me?
if he even likes boys at that?
I mean it's not as if I am weird
just different
I wasn't born they way I am now
being a boy that is
I am a boy, I know I am
but I didn't used to be
the chestnut eyed boy
sits down next to me
his beauty far more solitary up close
the judge calls his name first and
he walks to the center of the room
eyes stare at him as we give him
a round of applause
his words slowly carry like broken beautiful souls
his chestnut eyes come up
to mine and stare
for only a moment
it's all part of the act
I tell myself, that is how speech is
if only it could be more
his words spill on,
every more beauty then the last
he pours his soul out onto that stage
with a perfect voice
with a perfect face
perfect
I've watched dozens of speeches
all scrambled words with no impact
until now
tears trickle at the corner of my eyes
this is what being a speech competitor
is truly all about
he last words conclude
and leaves the room
for a different round
if only he could have heard me speak
I watch more kids go
all telling broken tales
none better then his
I get called up last, to tell my story,
one I wish he saw
the story of transgender people
and them facing society
just like this
showing all these feelings I am just now
maybe if I saw those
chestnut eyes deep enough
I could tell how the words make him feel
and react, being transgender and all
the words would fuel his soul to say
could he love a boy like me?
if he even loves boys at that?
Feb 1
Feb 1, 2026 at 2:14 AM UTC
I sit awaiting my turn at a speech meet
people stand, talk,
and, well that's it
when a boy walks in
with chestnut eyes and
beautifully fallen umber hair
he was the prettiest man
I had ever seen
could he like a boy like me?
if he even likes boys at that?
I mean it's not as if I am weird
just different
I wasn't born they way I am now
being a boy that is
I am a boy, I know I am
but I didn't used to be
the chestnut eyed boy
sits down next to me
his beauty far more solitary up close
the judge calls his name first and
he walks to the center of the room
eyes stare at him as we give him
a round of applause
his words slowly carry like broken beautiful souls
his chestnut eyes come up
to mine and stare
for only a moment
it's all part of the act
I tell myself, that is how speech is
if only it could be more
his words spill on,
every more beauty then the last
he pours his soul out onto that stage
with a perfect voice
with a perfect face
perfect
I've watched dozens of speeches
all scrambled words with no impact
until now
tears trickle at the corner of my eyes
this is what being a speech competitor
is truly all about
he last words conclude
and leaves the room
for a different round
if only he could have heard me speak
I watch more kids go
all telling broken tales
none better then his
I get called up last, to tell my story,
one I wish he saw
the story of transgender people
and them facing society
just like this
showing all these feelings I am just now
maybe if I saw those
chestnut eyes deep enough
I could tell how the words make him feel
and react, being transgender and all
the words would fuel his soul to say
could he love a boy like me?
if he even loves boys at that?
It’s all symbolic
