If we're being honest
I'd tell you that I wish we were still together
and that
some days
I watch the world
twist and burn
and fall on me
breaking into a million pieces
breaking me with it
and that it doesn't scare me anymore
also I can't spell
Once, I forgot how to sleep
and didn't remember for 10 days
and one day I forgot to eat
and didn't remember for three days
but didn't care
Some days
I can't stand being in my own skin
some days I try to rip it off
I flap my hands
and bite my nails
And I'm afraid not to pray
One time,
I cried for 12 hours
One time,
I passed out from a panic attack
(Okay more than one time)
Some days
I feel like there are bugs
under my skin
I WANT TO SCREAM
but we're not being honest today
so when I'm asked
I'll say I'm doing okay
Jun 27, 2015
Jun 27, 2015 at 11:22 PM UTC
If we're being honest
I'd tell you that I wish we were still together
and that
some days
I watch the world
twist and burn
and fall on me
breaking into a million pieces
breaking me with it
and that it doesn't scare me anymore
also I can't spell
Once, I forgot how to sleep
and didn't remember for 10 days
and one day I forgot to eat
and didn't remember for three days
but didn't care
Some days
I can't stand being in my own skin
some days I try to rip it off
I flap my hands
and bite my nails
And I'm afraid not to pray
One time,
I cried for 12 hours
One time,
I passed out from a panic attack
(Okay more than one time)
Some days
I feel like there are bugs
under my skin
I WANT TO SCREAM
but we're not being honest today
so when I'm asked
I'll say I'm doing okay