Even if it doesn’t feel that way?
Even if loving her makes it
hurt so much I can’t breathe,
holding it all in,
knowing she’ll never know—
never be mine?
Even if I felt like a fool
when she kissed me
then laughed—
such a beautiful sound
My heart stopped as I memorized it,
replaying it until
the steady beat of my own heart
took over again..
Even when my heart breaks a little
as I pack my case,
leaving behind
what never was—
knowing she fills my thoughts
while I never crossed hers,
because I don’t deserve
her love.
Mar 28
Mar 28, 2026 at 6:55 AM UTC
Even if it doesn’t feel that way?
Even if loving her makes it
hurt so much I can’t breathe,
holding it all in,
knowing she’ll never know—
never be mine?
Even if I felt like a fool
when she kissed me
then laughed—
such a beautiful sound
My heart stopped as I memorized it,
replaying it until
the steady beat of my own heart
took over again..
Even when my heart breaks a little
as I pack my case,
leaving behind
what never was—
knowing she fills my thoughts
while I never crossed hers,
because I don’t deserve
her love.
