what i remember about summer
isn't quite sunshine, isn't beach and isn't
ice cream or flip flops or picnics
it's the way the sunlight touches your face
as it passes over the horizon, coloring you
yellow pink orange red and beautiful
it's the freedom of dry grass
and a field we could fall into,
sweaty palm to sweaty palm
in the freedom of brighter days
without responsibility to hold us down
leaving space for us to move together
i discovered you in summer, the outline
of your body came to me in light
where i could not ignore your shape
and i didn't try, where we swam together
through apartments and borrowed rooms
trying to find out who we were
only in the gap we call summer
could i find you bold and careless
waiting for me to touch you