I was your admirer during college years
Discretely looking at you limping away
To your classes looking alone and aloof
One afternoon at the canteen, I blocked your path
You blurted something while I stepped back
Your words made me feel giddy and restless!
You graduated first and I grew up also
And I thought I forgot my silly crush on you
Until I saw you limping inside a mall - - -
There were romantic comedy movies in my head
I, the heroine and you the Hero - imperfect pairs
Strangers at the university and ended as one - -
But you had a girl friend, my friends announced
I smiled while looking at you limping away again
My prince was at last taken by someone else - - -
Today I learned from my BFFs that you are gone
An accident yesterday and proclaimed as DOA
You're so young at early 30s and I - - - sigh- - - - -
One of my regrets in life is not telling you about me
That I existed somewhere in your timeline on earth
I wanted to confess and yet was afraid and now this
I admire you secretly and now I cry quietly
Sadly, we only exchanged two words in this lifetime
It was at the canteen when I blocked your path
You said, "Excuse Me!" and I just stood there speechless.
Nov 5, 2018
Nov 5, 2018 at 3:37 AM UTC
I was your admirer during college years
Discretely looking at you limping away
To your classes looking alone and aloof
One afternoon at the canteen, I blocked your path
You blurted something while I stepped back
Your words made me feel giddy and restless!
You graduated first and I grew up also
And I thought I forgot my silly crush on you
Until I saw you limping inside a mall - - -
There were romantic comedy movies in my head
I, the heroine and you the Hero - imperfect pairs
Strangers at the university and ended as one - -
But you had a girl friend, my friends announced
I smiled while looking at you limping away again
My prince was at last taken by someone else - - -
Today I learned from my BFFs that you are gone
An accident yesterday and proclaimed as DOA
You're so young at early 30s and I - - - sigh- - - - -
One of my regrets in life is not telling you about me
That I existed somewhere in your timeline on earth
I wanted to confess and yet was afraid and now this
I admire you secretly and now I cry quietly
Sadly, we only exchanged two words in this lifetime
It was at the canteen when I blocked your path
You said, "Excuse Me!" and I just stood there speechless.
I just learned that my ultimate crush in college died from an accident yesterday. I never expected that I would feel regret for not telling him that I admired him... And I never will... A pity really.
