that day–
the world lost its balance
everything spun
while my body collapsed inward,
stomach tightening,
emptiness clawing up
with nothing to follow
hours stretched, merciless
I didn’t want to die–
but I couldn’t survive
what I was feeling
so I stepped closer
to the edge
one last time
after you–
after years of loving
someone who could discard me
without trembling
something in me shattered
a voice whispered:
you didn’t lose to them
only to destiny
but destiny was cruel
and so were you–
for not trying
for letting me fall alone
and I….
I had no control
only to endure
only to remain
and slowly–
teach my broken self
how to live
with what was left of me
♡ lil-usagi
Mar 26
Mar 26, 2026 at 4:30 PM UTC
that day–
the world lost its balance
everything spun
while my body collapsed inward,
stomach tightening,
emptiness clawing up
with nothing to follow
hours stretched, merciless
I didn’t want to die–
but I couldn’t survive
what I was feeling
so I stepped closer
to the edge
one last time
after you–
after years of loving
someone who could discard me
without trembling
something in me shattered
a voice whispered:
you didn’t lose to them
only to destiny
but destiny was cruel
and so were you–
for not trying
for letting me fall alone
and I….
I had no control
only to endure
only to remain
and slowly–
teach my broken self
how to live
with what was left of me
♡ lil-usagi
