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Have you ever noticed how dark the world really is? And I'm sorry if this isn't what you needed to hear. So, if my sadness offends you, or hurts you, stop here I feel alone constantly. My insomnia consumes the one moment of the day when I am at peace, I cannot ******* sleep I have lost weight My excuse: I just.. don't eat the way I used too. I'm white somehow my school thinks that makes me ******* ****** As if I read Mein Kampf as a Bedtime story In fact I hate ****** with every bone in my body...just like everyone else. WHAT A ******* SHOCKER, RIGHT?!?! Anyways, I have to go to a church function today more like being dragged See, everyone says, "you have to believe in something" But after 8 years with an abusive father, An apparently "Blind" mother (for not seeing it, of course) I have nothing to believe in, except for the evil in man. I believe, and you can quote me on this, All I know is that I'm on the planet, I don't give a **** how I got here, how this place was created, All I know, I'm here, I'm living I'll have a little fun and eventually die. (which for some people, that day can't come soon enough) Which reminds me, hey, even though you don't know me would you mourn me? Would Hello Poetry be the same, with one soul lost? Would you? would you? I don't expect you too. I'm still here, still living still pushing still breathing (but just barely) Thanks for listening to me taking the time to read me because this poem is me. I'm sorry I'm depressing should I be though? Ain't I like every other human being, Allowed to feel? I make music, you know. It helps me not feel lost. Not feel broken. and what's funny, people hate that about me, too If you feel so compelled, (and no, this poem is not just for you to hear my music) here's the link https://soundcloud.com/user-123704847 See, I scream in my music, some love it I love it its how I feel how I bleed How I survive Some hate it, devil worshiper yep, that's me that guy who worships Satan Which of course, isn't true. But, as always, life is full of assumptions.
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Apr 14, 2017
Apr 14, 2017 at 4:47 PM UTC
Do not read unless you want to feel my pain
Have you ever noticed how dark the world really is? And I'm sorry if this isn't what you needed to hear. So, if my sadness offends you, or hurts you, stop here I feel alone constantly. My insomnia consumes the one moment of the day when I am at peace, I cannot ******* sleep I have lost weight My excuse: I just.. don't eat the way I used too. I'm white somehow my school thinks that makes me ******* ****** As if I read Mein Kampf as a Bedtime story In fact I hate ****** with every bone in my body...just like everyone else. WHAT A ******* SHOCKER, RIGHT?!?! Anyways, I have to go to a church function today more like being dragged See, everyone says, "you have to believe in something" But after 8 years with an abusive father, An apparently "Blind" mother (for not seeing it, of course) I have nothing to believe in, except for the evil in man. I believe, and you can quote me on this, All I know is that I'm on the planet, I don't give a **** how I got here, how this place was created, All I know, I'm here, I'm living I'll have a little fun and eventually die. (which for some people, that day can't come soon enough) Which reminds me, hey, even though you don't know me would you mourn me? Would Hello Poetry be the same, with one soul lost? Would you? would you? I don't expect you too. I'm still here, still living still pushing still breathing (but just barely) Thanks for listening to me taking the time to read me because this poem is me. I'm sorry I'm depressing should I be though? Ain't I like every other human being, Allowed to feel? I make music, you know. It helps me not feel lost. Not feel broken. and what's funny, people hate that about me, too If you feel so compelled, (and no, this poem is not just for you to hear my music) here's the link https://soundcloud.com/user-123704847 See, I scream in my music, some love it I love it its how I feel how I bleed How I survive Some hate it, devil worshiper yep, that's me that guy who worships Satan Which of course, isn't true. But, as always, life is full of assumptions.
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Apr 14, 2017
Apr 14, 2017 at 4:47 PM UTC
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