I can't do this
**continuing
this**
charade
**as if
we'll go further**
than we've been.
I don't have it in me
to play
these heart wrecking
games
Say what you want & say what you must
**but
when it comes time**
*You'll
Thank me.*
You'll
see
I did you a favor
**walking out
as
I've done**
I've given you
freedom
**instead of
moments spent**
*cursing
the days you've ever
met me*
or
complaining in anguish
for
the rest of your life
You'll thank me
**I'm sure
of it**
I'm just not*
** right for you*
**I'll ruin the fabrics & fibers
in which you so live by**
I'll
demolish
the peace that
tranquilizes
your inner mind
&
thoughts;**
You'll have nightmare
I swear
&
*they'll be all of me
I can't do this
Don't put faith or trust in me
Some day
I promise*
without me
You shall be happy
without
*my miserable
company**
You don't need
someone
** like**
me
I'm mean & nasty
down right raunchy
**I'm overly
argumentative & so very overbearing**
I don't like washing dishes & dislike listening
I wont compromise or consider your feeling
not to heart.
*I'll **** up yo world & rip it all apart.*
I can't do this
none of it is going to work
I have no faith & no trust
I can't help you
because
I don't wish to
I don't like
feeling these weird things
**like
when you**
**look at me
or touch me just right**
I feel as if my flesh's on fire
my inside do flips
**my mouth waters up
&
my heart beats faster**
I get goosebumps & all tongued tied
I feel things that
SCARE
the hell outta me
**I have no empathy
least I doubt I do**
**I've been told
what it is
but
doubt I can feel it**
I think & feel
**completely
different than you**
Enclosed in this darkness
comforts me
You'll never understand
This bleak soothing*
*presents of loneliness
it's for me
The emptiness
is far better
than
**anything good
you'd possible bring**
These shattered
glass-like pieces
of my broken heart**
helps me
Never to forget
I'm
no good
NOT
for you
&
One day
**Someday
real soon**
You'll Thank Me
**Always Me Ayeshah ™ ®
K.A.C.L.N ©
All right reserved ®
Copyright 1977 - Present ©**
Jun 28, 2014
Jun 28, 2014 at 10:08 PM UTC
I can't do this
**continuing
this**
charade
**as if
we'll go further**
than we've been.
I don't have it in me
to play
these heart wrecking
games
Say what you want & say what you must
**but
when it comes time**
*You'll
Thank me.*
You'll
see
I did you a favor
**walking out
as
I've done**
I've given you
freedom
**instead of
moments spent**
*cursing
the days you've ever
met me*
or
complaining in anguish
for
the rest of your life
You'll thank me
**I'm sure
of it**
I'm just not*
** right for you*
**I'll ruin the fabrics & fibers
in which you so live by**
I'll
demolish
the peace that
tranquilizes
your inner mind
&
thoughts;**
You'll have nightmare
I swear
&
*they'll be all of me
I can't do this
Don't put faith or trust in me
Some day
I promise*
without me
You shall be happy
without
*my miserable
company**
You don't need
someone
** like**
me
I'm mean & nasty
down right raunchy
**I'm overly
argumentative & so very overbearing**
I don't like washing dishes & dislike listening
I wont compromise or consider your feeling
not to heart.
*I'll **** up yo world & rip it all apart.*
I can't do this
none of it is going to work
I have no faith & no trust
I can't help you
because
I don't wish to
I don't like
feeling these weird things
**like
when you**
**look at me
or touch me just right**
I feel as if my flesh's on fire
my inside do flips
**my mouth waters up
&
my heart beats faster**
I get goosebumps & all tongued tied
I feel things that
SCARE
the hell outta me
**I have no empathy
least I doubt I do**
**I've been told
what it is
but
doubt I can feel it**
I think & feel
**completely
different than you**
Enclosed in this darkness
comforts me
You'll never understand
This bleak soothing*
*presents of loneliness
it's for me
The emptiness
is far better
than
**anything good
you'd possible bring**
These shattered
glass-like pieces
of my broken heart**
helps me
Never to forget
I'm
no good
NOT
for you
&
One day
**Someday
real soon**
You'll Thank Me
**Always Me Ayeshah ™ ®
K.A.C.L.N ©
All right reserved ®
Copyright 1977 - Present ©**
