Sitting at the computer,
shaking as you try to drown it out.
Drown out the defining booms
that cause the entire second floor to shake.
Drown out the returning memories
that cause your head to throb.
Drown out the sobs coming from your mouth
that causes you to feel even more vulnerable.
Sitting at the computer,
shutting your eyes as you're bombarder with flashbacks.
The flashbacks of you being helpless
seem to never give you a break.
The flashbacks of no one coming to help
seem to give you the sense of worthlessness.
The flashbacks of him hurting you
seem to becoming more intense by the second.
Sitting at your computer,
wondering if you will ever be the same again.
Jul 4, 2016
Jul 4, 2016 at 10:58 PM UTC
Sitting at the computer,
shaking as you try to drown it out.
Drown out the defining booms
that cause the entire second floor to shake.
Drown out the returning memories
that cause your head to throb.
Drown out the sobs coming from your mouth
that causes you to feel even more vulnerable.
Sitting at the computer,
shutting your eyes as you're bombarder with flashbacks.
The flashbacks of you being helpless
seem to never give you a break.
The flashbacks of no one coming to help
seem to give you the sense of worthlessness.
The flashbacks of him hurting you
seem to becoming more intense by the second.
Sitting at your computer,
wondering if you will ever be the same again.
The fourth of July is a hard "holiday" for me.
