my father is a blind man.
heavy drooping lids with even heavier dripping blood.
i am his failure that was only good at one thing.
swimming past the others.
and maybe i'm not the perfect daughter;
maybe you weren't expecting the *** or drugs or parties or ****** language,
but **** you for acting like it meant i was dead.
you do not own me.
you will not write my eulogy when i finally succeed after failed attempts.
you will not say how i had a beautiful heart and YOUR sense of humor.
i will write my own goodbye letter.
and yes, maybe every i love you feels like a swallowed, searing coal.
and yes, maybe my signature at the bottom of the loos-leaf sheet of blood-stained paper will remind you to acknowledge your two other children, and stop saying that i am your favorite.
i am not your favorite.
you should be willing to stay for a favorite.
so leave me the **** alone
to bleed in peace.
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 1:43 AM UTC
my father is a blind man.
heavy drooping lids with even heavier dripping blood.
i am his failure that was only good at one thing.
swimming past the others.
and maybe i'm not the perfect daughter;
maybe you weren't expecting the *** or drugs or parties or ****** language,
but **** you for acting like it meant i was dead.
you do not own me.
you will not write my eulogy when i finally succeed after failed attempts.
you will not say how i had a beautiful heart and YOUR sense of humor.
i will write my own goodbye letter.
and yes, maybe every i love you feels like a swallowed, searing coal.
and yes, maybe my signature at the bottom of the loos-leaf sheet of blood-stained paper will remind you to acknowledge your two other children, and stop saying that i am your favorite.
i am not your favorite.
you should be willing to stay for a favorite.
so leave me the **** alone
to bleed in peace.
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