I want no more
of these clues left inconsiderately
to be found fastidiously like serendipity
revealed...
I want no more
of my own thoughts clawing at me
branches of a nightmarish tree
from some sleepy-hollow invention
due to my own insecurity's deluged
reflection...
I want no more
evenings alone in wild wondering
while you're on muscles, mouths a'plundering
or if you will fall for someone's
skillful *** asunder'ing,
writhing like a whirlwind's hovering...
I want no more
of abscent mornings you leave to place
upon my tears-painted face
because this reality of our ****** space
continues to break
my heart's slowing pace.
displaced...
I want no more
of my breath suffocating,
clutching my lungs while you make
the rounds of a good host
lubricating
the stiff to placate'ing
liberating our ghosts...
I want no more
my skull confused, diffused with lies
echoes of the past and how readily
you made me cry
yet always do i stay
high...
I want no more
of playdates with internet boys
rather be it held between us
compose our own manly joys
be firm and strong with the choice
valiant of voice...
I want no more
of complicated wishes & words
which we hinge on softly speaking
like penniless lords
retreating
the richness of god's open door.
seedlings.
I want no more
your scent on my tongue
or your taste that I have sung,
over time's widening waste
diluting in my lungs...
I want no more
my soul's slow divorce...
I'm effing done. Done with him, of course...
2.
Now I will burn hot as
the daylight
first and only
sun...
I am here
living by no one's rule
all I wanted was
a lovely word
the truth,
Now I want no more
illusions or lies
O how I will keep you
and give you back the sky
the world
the truth
is... love is alive
just watch how it shines...
every day
and in these nights,
looking toward the light...
May 16, 2017
May 16, 2017 at 5:13 AM UTC
I want no more
of these clues left inconsiderately
to be found fastidiously like serendipity
revealed...
I want no more
of my own thoughts clawing at me
branches of a nightmarish tree
from some sleepy-hollow invention
due to my own insecurity's deluged
reflection...
I want no more
evenings alone in wild wondering
while you're on muscles, mouths a'plundering
or if you will fall for someone's
skillful *** asunder'ing,
writhing like a whirlwind's hovering...
I want no more
of abscent mornings you leave to place
upon my tears-painted face
because this reality of our ****** space
continues to break
my heart's slowing pace.
displaced...
I want no more
of my breath suffocating,
clutching my lungs while you make
the rounds of a good host
lubricating
the stiff to placate'ing
liberating our ghosts...
I want no more
my skull confused, diffused with lies
echoes of the past and how readily
you made me cry
yet always do i stay
high...
I want no more
of playdates with internet boys
rather be it held between us
compose our own manly joys
be firm and strong with the choice
valiant of voice...
I want no more
of complicated wishes & words
which we hinge on softly speaking
like penniless lords
retreating
the richness of god's open door.
seedlings.
I want no more
your scent on my tongue
or your taste that I have sung,
over time's widening waste
diluting in my lungs...
I want no more
my soul's slow divorce...
I'm effing done. Done with him, of course...
2.
Now I will burn hot as
the daylight
first and only
sun...
I am here
living by no one's rule
all I wanted was
a lovely word
the truth,
Now I want no more
illusions or lies
O how I will keep you
and give you back the sky
the world
the truth
is... love is alive
just watch how it shines...
every day
and in these nights,
looking toward the light...
Earlier piece ... original draft.
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