Hi Mom,
I never meant to be such a burden to you.
I never meant to not do the dishes,
or to sleep while watching my little siblings.
I never meant to cuss at you; I never meant to scream.
I’m sorry, Mother, for being such a burden to you.
I never meant to make you hate your other children.
I never meant for you to forget us.
I never meant for you to start a new life.
I’m sorry for "neglecting" you.
I’m sorry, Mama, for trying to fight my thoughts and live another day.
I never meant to cast a demon on myself called "depression."
I never meant to not read the Bible.
I never meant to hurt you, Mama.
I never meant to grow.
I never meant to lie to you.
I’m so sorry, Mom, for not being the little girl you praised years ago.
I should’ve known better.
Apr 17
Apr 17, 2026 at 9:59 AM UTC
Hi Mom,
I never meant to be such a burden to you.
I never meant to not do the dishes,
or to sleep while watching my little siblings.
I never meant to cuss at you; I never meant to scream.
I’m sorry, Mother, for being such a burden to you.
I never meant to make you hate your other children.
I never meant for you to forget us.
I never meant for you to start a new life.
I’m sorry for "neglecting" you.
I’m sorry, Mama, for trying to fight my thoughts and live another day.
I never meant to cast a demon on myself called "depression."
I never meant to not read the Bible.
I never meant to hurt you, Mama.
I never meant to grow.
I never meant to lie to you.
I’m so sorry, Mom, for not being the little girl you praised years ago.
I should’ve known better.
I know she'll never see this.
