I hate waking up in the middle of the night.
I’m no longer tired, I just lay there in bed.
And all the while there’s a constant fight,
one that takes place in my head.
I’m torn between feeling everything, and having no emotion whatsoever.
And all through the evening, this battle I have to whether.
Only one thing is for sure, only one that I know.
All my feelings for her, hit me with their hardest blow.
For no matter what happens, my love for her will always be present.
If only I could go back and change my actions, them maybe I wouldn’t feel this torment.
I will always love you, no matter where we are.
If only you knew, how I wish you weren’t so far.
-m.j.
Mar 5, 2014
Mar 5, 2014 at 8:14 PM UTC
I hate waking up in the middle of the night.
I’m no longer tired, I just lay there in bed.
And all the while there’s a constant fight,
one that takes place in my head.
I’m torn between feeling everything, and having no emotion whatsoever.
And all through the evening, this battle I have to whether.
Only one thing is for sure, only one that I know.
All my feelings for her, hit me with their hardest blow.
For no matter what happens, my love for her will always be present.
If only I could go back and change my actions, them maybe I wouldn’t feel this torment.
I will always love you, no matter where we are.
If only you knew, how I wish you weren’t so far.
-m.j.