An impending procedure looms
Results of which no one can assume
Nerves and butterflies with a dash of fear
Feeling helpless as the time grows near
I need peace of mind and a calm heart
Pleading with myself not to fall apart
Will it hurt or will I just hold back the tears
Will this all fade away or haunt me for years
I have no control and that's the worst feeling
The waiting and unknowing, praying for healing
Jan 11, 2021
Jan 11, 2021 at 2:13 PM UTC
An impending procedure looms
Results of which no one can assume
Nerves and butterflies with a dash of fear
Feeling helpless as the time grows near
I need peace of mind and a calm heart
Pleading with myself not to fall apart
Will it hurt or will I just hold back the tears
Will this all fade away or haunt me for years
I have no control and that's the worst feeling
The waiting and unknowing, praying for healing
