Disgusting, it rings
rusty cast iron bells
clanging while crumbling
drawing townsfolk's attention
or a hand pound metal bowl singing,
glinting in the hands of a Tibetan monk
dis-gus-ting.. dis-gus-ting
disssssssss-
gusssssssss-
tinggggggg
Disgusting, it clings
to clothes I wear, both day and night
four, five, even six days at a time
body odor compounding disgust
at slowed winter rates
paying dividends on extended time gains
hedging the impact of lack
according to my index check
portfolio of poverty
performing well since birth
49 years of forecasting survival trends
establishes a reliable methodology
escape velocity
breaking societal financial surface tension
capturing lung filled breaths & nourishment
before being stepped on again
submerged
into the disgust
for the disgusting
dis this, dis that
dismal dynamics devolving development
something for the hygienic walkers to discuss
their words garbled and muffled
from below the poverty line
however, the sentiment is present
in the tone they resonate
pity, mockery, sympathy
its a full range
Deliberate disgusting
I find myself pondering the days past
How many since I saw a shower last
A clue, a trick, can be found
in the au naturel fragrance that surrounds
the dis-gus-ting being that struggles
with mental landscapes
greed & corruption
repression & abuse
aggression
emotional regulation
fortunately for this one, no substance abuse
spiritual pursuits
ego cracks
identity deconstruction
Self discovery
kingdom within alignment
who am I
Discussing disgusting
Disgusting, it brings
the latest chapter
newest collection,
from the House of Poverty
seven years without a personal restroom
public stalls, gym bathrooms
moldy shower curtains, grimy walls
abandoned bottles, mushy soap cakes
hair ***** and snot blasts from strange bodies
toweling and twirling in tiny tight spaces,
attempting to dress while shuffling
bag and clothes
from chair, to floor, to hooks, or over the door
bare feet, cold tiles
avoiding wet socks, eye styes
privacy equates to ******* in plastic bottles
defecating in bags, while
the winter air attacks
the bare skin, it bites
it bites
it bites
the whole arrangement bites
doesn't it
recoil I'm sure
you did, just then
recoil in
disgust
dis-gus-ting
dis-gus-ted
are you
Discussing disgusting
Disgusting, it sings
melodic stories of value
harmonies of gratitude
filth, oh how it does shine,
from time to time
it points, it reminds
how far you can be pulled down
depths of disgust
fight to claim
simplest of joys
hygiene, oil free skin
clean porcelain stall
shower caddy,
permanently placed with personalized products
a warm floor with bath mat
what a gift, to scrub and clean
a bathroom, again & again
located within a home, behind locked door
whose key dangles innocently
among empowered others
unique, rigidly cut teeth
unlocking convenience
privileged
born
within particular geographical regions
genetic lineage, mental stability
coping mechanisms
drive & ambition
access to opportunity
things we easily lose sight of
feel entitled too
a sense of attainment, earned
replaces the truth
complexity,
mistaken as simplicity
personal conviction
an ability, authority
personal ambition
self-responsibility
Discussing disgusting
Two faces to each coin,
back & front
much like left and right
to ignore one and espouse truth
as belonging solely within borders
that favor preferred storylines
is a symptom of sickness
that devolves in time
ringing bells, singing bowls
Discussing disgusting
Genetics & environment
shaping action below the surface
a narrow channel, if one truly exits
for the "I" to "choose"
yet, manifest destiny
I think therefore, I am
the unlearned proclaim
ignorance, another form of filth
disgusting, arrogance
blind to the discussion
Discussing disgusting
I am disgusting
I am discussing
the disgusting state of my being
through common tongue
simplistic interpretation
material worship
somewhat earned, somewhat given
somewhat stolen, somewhat savage competition
somewhat forgotten, somewhat praised
somewhat in question
somewhat on the verge of being threatened
Discussing disgusting
I endure this state
reminiscent of a path
Plato, The Republic
or a test being presented
by the Nameless
to purify
monadic essence
Disgusting
I am disgusting
I smell and avoid others
I am that person
I will never separate myself from another
I am disgusting
discussing
the disgusting
Feb 8
Feb 8, 2026 at 10:06 AM UTC
Disgusting, it rings
rusty cast iron bells
clanging while crumbling
drawing townsfolk's attention
or a hand pound metal bowl singing,
glinting in the hands of a Tibetan monk
dis-gus-ting.. dis-gus-ting
disssssssss-
gusssssssss-
tinggggggg
Disgusting, it clings
to clothes I wear, both day and night
four, five, even six days at a time
body odor compounding disgust
at slowed winter rates
paying dividends on extended time gains
hedging the impact of lack
according to my index check
portfolio of poverty
performing well since birth
49 years of forecasting survival trends
establishes a reliable methodology
escape velocity
breaking societal financial surface tension
capturing lung filled breaths & nourishment
before being stepped on again
submerged
into the disgust
for the disgusting
dis this, dis that
dismal dynamics devolving development
something for the hygienic walkers to discuss
their words garbled and muffled
from below the poverty line
however, the sentiment is present
in the tone they resonate
pity, mockery, sympathy
its a full range
Deliberate disgusting
I find myself pondering the days past
How many since I saw a shower last
A clue, a trick, can be found
in the au naturel fragrance that surrounds
the dis-gus-ting being that struggles
with mental landscapes
greed & corruption
repression & abuse
aggression
emotional regulation
fortunately for this one, no substance abuse
spiritual pursuits
ego cracks
identity deconstruction
Self discovery
kingdom within alignment
who am I
Discussing disgusting
Disgusting, it brings
the latest chapter
newest collection,
from the House of Poverty
seven years without a personal restroom
public stalls, gym bathrooms
moldy shower curtains, grimy walls
abandoned bottles, mushy soap cakes
hair ***** and snot blasts from strange bodies
toweling and twirling in tiny tight spaces,
attempting to dress while shuffling
bag and clothes
from chair, to floor, to hooks, or over the door
bare feet, cold tiles
avoiding wet socks, eye styes
privacy equates to ******* in plastic bottles
defecating in bags, while
the winter air attacks
the bare skin, it bites
it bites
it bites
the whole arrangement bites
doesn't it
recoil I'm sure
you did, just then
recoil in
disgust
dis-gus-ting
dis-gus-ted
are you
Discussing disgusting
Disgusting, it sings
melodic stories of value
harmonies of gratitude
filth, oh how it does shine,
from time to time
it points, it reminds
how far you can be pulled down
depths of disgust
fight to claim
simplest of joys
hygiene, oil free skin
clean porcelain stall
shower caddy,
permanently placed with personalized products
a warm floor with bath mat
what a gift, to scrub and clean
a bathroom, again & again
located within a home, behind locked door
whose key dangles innocently
among empowered others
unique, rigidly cut teeth
unlocking convenience
privileged
born
within particular geographical regions
genetic lineage, mental stability
coping mechanisms
drive & ambition
access to opportunity
things we easily lose sight of
feel entitled too
a sense of attainment, earned
replaces the truth
complexity,
mistaken as simplicity
personal conviction
an ability, authority
personal ambition
self-responsibility
Discussing disgusting
Two faces to each coin,
back & front
much like left and right
to ignore one and espouse truth
as belonging solely within borders
that favor preferred storylines
is a symptom of sickness
that devolves in time
ringing bells, singing bowls
Discussing disgusting
Genetics & environment
shaping action below the surface
a narrow channel, if one truly exits
for the "I" to "choose"
yet, manifest destiny
I think therefore, I am
the unlearned proclaim
ignorance, another form of filth
disgusting, arrogance
blind to the discussion
Discussing disgusting
I am disgusting
I am discussing
the disgusting state of my being
through common tongue
simplistic interpretation
material worship
somewhat earned, somewhat given
somewhat stolen, somewhat savage competition
somewhat forgotten, somewhat praised
somewhat in question
somewhat on the verge of being threatened
Discussing disgusting
I endure this state
reminiscent of a path
Plato, The Republic
or a test being presented
by the Nameless
to purify
monadic essence
Disgusting
I am disgusting
I smell and avoid others
I am that person
I will never separate myself from another
I am disgusting
discussing
the disgusting
I endure. I see a variety of stories about how or why I am in the state I am. I hope the bulk of reasoning is one that was needed to become more than I could have been otherwise. I asked long ago to come to know the depths of Truth, I have found that quest doesn't come without being pushed, tested. One can't know without truly being or becoming. You can read about going to the moon, but it will never hold a candle to going to the moon.
