March 29
I still think of you often.
I'm not going to get rid of you by being with someone new.
Though my love life is quiet now —
and at times I feel like I'm ready for something new,
something good,
something worth opening my heart for.
I wonder if I'll ever be healed completely.
Because I still imagine your arms wrapped around me,
your fingers locked between mine,
and how much happiness it would bring me
if only I was with you.
Oh, when these thoughts rush in like a cool breeze
and I can't shut it out,
I can't purge it out —
it hurts like a new injury.
I'll let time do its thing.
It's quiet now.
So I'll run in it.
I'll hold my peace
and imagine the best of what we never even had.
Because my love life will be better.
This is a promise to the nearest me.
Mar 31
Mar 31, 2026 at 5:44 PM UTC
March 29
I still think of you often.
I'm not going to get rid of you by being with someone new.
Though my love life is quiet now —
and at times I feel like I'm ready for something new,
something good,
something worth opening my heart for.
I wonder if I'll ever be healed completely.
Because I still imagine your arms wrapped around me,
your fingers locked between mine,
and how much happiness it would bring me
if only I was with you.
Oh, when these thoughts rush in like a cool breeze
and I can't shut it out,
I can't purge it out —
it hurts like a new injury.
I'll let time do its thing.
It's quiet now.
So I'll run in it.
I'll hold my peace
and imagine the best of what we never even had.
Because my love life will be better.
This is a promise to the nearest me.
Right now on this moment I'll embrace this moment an do what I can with it trust me im not that strong but I'll try to be