Look, I’m gonna get straight to the point
see, I’ve been missing you for a while now
and you know, it’s not the kind that makes me just wish you were here but the kind that drags me to my knees begging for breath, or to just stop it
I don’t know man, you really ****** me up
I’m having no luck w living this life w out you
And tbh I don’t really want to
So could you stop being a lil ***** and kiss my neck again?
I pray to ******* god, & I swear I don’t even believe in him, that you come back
I’m not sure if you meant to leave me to drown but you sure as hell did
I’m trying not to remember but youre not exactly easy to forget
Especially the nights we drove in the car for hours and listened to music
I’d turn it up, you’d turn it down & then the talking would start
And **** I know..trust me..i know, we were never together but we were ******* something, weren’t we?
It’s gotten so bad that I’ve leaked a few words to my mother
& relapsed w cutting
God **** you, ya lil ******
Fuckfuckfuck I can’t stop thinking about your stupid little laugh that I swear to Jesus Christ patched a tiny hole in my heart
I’m sorry this should be beautiful but honestly there’s nothing beautiful about you tearing me apart
How am I dying & you didn’t even flinch?
Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 7:14 PM UTC
Look, I’m gonna get straight to the point
see, I’ve been missing you for a while now
and you know, it’s not the kind that makes me just wish you were here but the kind that drags me to my knees begging for breath, or to just stop it
I don’t know man, you really ****** me up
I’m having no luck w living this life w out you
And tbh I don’t really want to
So could you stop being a lil ***** and kiss my neck again?
I pray to ******* god, & I swear I don’t even believe in him, that you come back
I’m not sure if you meant to leave me to drown but you sure as hell did
I’m trying not to remember but youre not exactly easy to forget
Especially the nights we drove in the car for hours and listened to music
I’d turn it up, you’d turn it down & then the talking would start
And **** I know..trust me..i know, we were never together but we were ******* something, weren’t we?
It’s gotten so bad that I’ve leaked a few words to my mother
& relapsed w cutting
God **** you, ya lil ******
Fuckfuckfuck I can’t stop thinking about your stupid little laugh that I swear to Jesus Christ patched a tiny hole in my heart
I’m sorry this should be beautiful but honestly there’s nothing beautiful about you tearing me apart
How am I dying & you didn’t even flinch?
This isn't a poem at all..just needed to get it out there
