I cheated, and for that I apologize I was the one who was supposed to keep you happy yet I brought tears to your eyes.
Apologies mean nothing at this point and I know that. This isn't some game I can restart or rerack.
Cause I ****** up I know it's true and when I think about it I see the baby and how it's gone too.
Now when I say its, I mean the baby's life, cause I took that away when I left you as my wife.
It's all my fault I'm responsible for your death, and yet I tried to make it all right and bring you into this mess.
Me and your mother weren't working not even in the beginning and yet we thought having a baby together would keep us going on, and living.
But instead we brought only your death, and I shed many tears for you, and there are still nights I can't rest.
Cause you didn't deserve it, and nither did your mother but I was a cowered who couldn't tell the truth that I was in love with another.
So instead I just left, and left you to die. While you mother stressed herself as she would lay on the ground and cry.
Please, forgive me not a day goes by I don't think about what I did. I know I don't deserve it for taking the life of my kid.
I know it doesn't mean much, and like I said there's no meaning in an apology but for what it's worth please understand I'm sorry.
Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 12:06 PM UTC
I cheated, and for that I apologize I was the one who was supposed to keep you happy yet I brought tears to your eyes.
Apologies mean nothing at this point and I know that. This isn't some game I can restart or rerack.
Cause I ****** up I know it's true and when I think about it I see the baby and how it's gone too.
Now when I say its, I mean the baby's life, cause I took that away when I left you as my wife.
It's all my fault I'm responsible for your death, and yet I tried to make it all right and bring you into this mess.
Me and your mother weren't working not even in the beginning and yet we thought having a baby together would keep us going on, and living.
But instead we brought only your death, and I shed many tears for you, and there are still nights I can't rest.
Cause you didn't deserve it, and nither did your mother but I was a cowered who couldn't tell the truth that I was in love with another.
So instead I just left, and left you to die. While you mother stressed herself as she would lay on the ground and cry.
Please, forgive me not a day goes by I don't think about what I did. I know I don't deserve it for taking the life of my kid.
I know it doesn't mean much, and like I said there's no meaning in an apology but for what it's worth please understand I'm sorry.
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