In the minutes and hours flying by
Interlaced in their quiet chaos
I find myself wondering,
Amidst this storm of experience,
On moments past
I find it curious
How in these long expanses of time
I become jealous of those
Who can find the seconds instead
Living for the moments which matter
I drive sometimes
Late at night
And as the street lights illuminate me
However fleetingly
I imagine those moments
As memories
Ones I haven't had the honor to savor
I sometimes lose control
Of this concept of time
I allow it to dictate my position
And I forget
About these moments
Almost naïve
In why I was ever jealous of them
I see a shallow rim of water
In the wake of my path
But most times I don't see the ripples
Around individual steps
I look down and suddenly
All that exists is a line of disturbed water
Supposedly where I had stepped before
I hope I find these moments
These steps
These seconds
Illuminated by arbitrary street lights
Standing in the wake of these ripples
But this time
Savoring their individual tenancies
Interlaced in their quiet chaos
Jul 25, 2018
Jul 25, 2018 at 2:32 PM UTC
In the minutes and hours flying by
Interlaced in their quiet chaos
I find myself wondering,
Amidst this storm of experience,
On moments past
I find it curious
How in these long expanses of time
I become jealous of those
Who can find the seconds instead
Living for the moments which matter
I drive sometimes
Late at night
And as the street lights illuminate me
However fleetingly
I imagine those moments
As memories
Ones I haven't had the honor to savor
I sometimes lose control
Of this concept of time
I allow it to dictate my position
And I forget
About these moments
Almost naïve
In why I was ever jealous of them
I see a shallow rim of water
In the wake of my path
But most times I don't see the ripples
Around individual steps
I look down and suddenly
All that exists is a line of disturbed water
Supposedly where I had stepped before
I hope I find these moments
These steps
These seconds
Illuminated by arbitrary street lights
Standing in the wake of these ripples
But this time
Savoring their individual tenancies
Interlaced in their quiet chaos
