There were times where thoughts didn’t exist
people didn’t confuse me
and everything was alright in the world.
There were times when I didn’t worry
and stress didn’t control my digestive system
and I didn’t need to medicate.
There were times I did not trust to be alone by myself,
for fear of my own destruction caused by myself
I didn’t understand the strength of the situation.
There were people I trusted who now are no longer
they don’t carry the same heartfelt endearment that was gifted
they don’t have a care in the world.
There were times where I neer thought about looking
scrolling through messages to find a false
a death occured.
There were times when I was somewhat whole,
somewhat capable,
somewhat caring of my own rights and my own dreams.
There were times where I put the right things first,
There were times where I said the things that were meant to be said
There were times where I saw myself in a succesful way of life
There were times where I did not want to just run away
There were times where I knew myself better
There were times where I was allowed to feel
There were times where I saw the people around me care
There were times where people actually meant something to me
There were times where I knew things had worth
There were times where I believed
There were times where I sought love
There were times where I sought truth
There were times where I sought life
There were times where I felt I wasn’t a caged animal
And now I’m in hell, prison, being objectified and slaughtered by those who are of lesser caricatures than life
There were times where I knew the face of the devil
There were times where I would banish this evil
But for some reason I think I’m stuck
I think I’m here for the realness promised
There were secrets kept,
Lies told,
And trust lost!
Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 2:08 AM UTC
There were times where thoughts didn’t exist
people didn’t confuse me
and everything was alright in the world.
There were times when I didn’t worry
and stress didn’t control my digestive system
and I didn’t need to medicate.
There were times I did not trust to be alone by myself,
for fear of my own destruction caused by myself
I didn’t understand the strength of the situation.
There were people I trusted who now are no longer
they don’t carry the same heartfelt endearment that was gifted
they don’t have a care in the world.
There were times where I neer thought about looking
scrolling through messages to find a false
a death occured.
There were times when I was somewhat whole,
somewhat capable,
somewhat caring of my own rights and my own dreams.
There were times where I put the right things first,
There were times where I said the things that were meant to be said
There were times where I saw myself in a succesful way of life
There were times where I did not want to just run away
There were times where I knew myself better
There were times where I was allowed to feel
There were times where I saw the people around me care
There were times where people actually meant something to me
There were times where I knew things had worth
There were times where I believed
There were times where I sought love
There were times where I sought truth
There were times where I sought life
There were times where I felt I wasn’t a caged animal
And now I’m in hell, prison, being objectified and slaughtered by those who are of lesser caricatures than life
There were times where I knew the face of the devil
There were times where I would banish this evil
But for some reason I think I’m stuck
I think I’m here for the realness promised
There were secrets kept,
Lies told,
And trust lost!
