Seems like I can never give enough in a relationship
Like they break my heart because I'm not enough
Seems like I will never be enough
Seems like I will be alone forvever
It's never enough
They ask for things I'm not comfortable with
And they say "Okay, fine"
But then..
They purposely break me
To get their way
They ask for ****** contact
I say no
They break me
It's that way every time I feel loved
It's like they only want me to use me
So I just smile when they break me
It's sad that I can just say "I'm used to it"
It hits me like a truck though
It's hard on me
Makes me feel worthless
Makes me feel idiotic
For how many relationships I've been in
People call me ****
They call me *****
They call me "Cheater"
And "Player"
When they don't see it the way I do
They don't see that I can never do enough for the person...
That I have never been enough and that I never will be
Because all the person wants me for
Is to use me
Mar 1, 2018
Mar 1, 2018 at 1:58 PM UTC
Seems like I can never give enough in a relationship
Like they break my heart because I'm not enough
Seems like I will never be enough
Seems like I will be alone forvever
It's never enough
They ask for things I'm not comfortable with
And they say "Okay, fine"
But then..
They purposely break me
To get their way
They ask for ****** contact
I say no
They break me
It's that way every time I feel loved
It's like they only want me to use me
So I just smile when they break me
It's sad that I can just say "I'm used to it"
It hits me like a truck though
It's hard on me
Makes me feel worthless
Makes me feel idiotic
For how many relationships I've been in
People call me ****
They call me *****
They call me "Cheater"
And "Player"
When they don't see it the way I do
They don't see that I can never do enough for the person...
That I have never been enough and that I never will be
Because all the person wants me for
Is to use me
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