so funny how I'm losing hair losing the weight I worked so hard to keep or how I can relapse after so long being clean, how all I want to be is not sober. fell so behind in school its really hard to say if I can pull it off this time.
cant imagine how hard it would be to not have music playing over everything, my favorite not so favorite song is "all I can see" on top of "whipski".
I want to stop and sit and let myself be cold, but stopping means I might just slip up
I guess its the fast life or no life. helping everyone is nice till you get into this spot.
Apr 29, 2021
Apr 29, 2021 at 1:39 PM UTC
so funny how I'm losing hair losing the weight I worked so hard to keep or how I can relapse after so long being clean, how all I want to be is not sober. fell so behind in school its really hard to say if I can pull it off this time.
cant imagine how hard it would be to not have music playing over everything, my favorite not so favorite song is "all I can see" on top of "whipski".
I want to stop and sit and let myself be cold, but stopping means I might just slip up
I guess its the fast life or no life. helping everyone is nice till you get into this spot.