I realized he wasn't looking for my heartbeat when he had his hand underneath my shirt.
I realized he wasn't trying to explore my soul when his lips were against my collarbone.
I realized he wasn't looking for love when he was looking into the void of my eyes.
I realized he wasn't going to stay when I woke up & there was no one beside me but my unbuttoned shirt.
I realized that you cannot find love in people who only make you feel loved temporarily.
I realized that sleep isn't going to fix all of my problems & alcohol won't mend my heart.
I realized that drinking coffee doesn't make me feel better.
I realized that **** happens & I have to move on because the world doesn't stop for anyone.
I realized that you don't deserve my love in any type of way.
I realized that maybe you never loved me.. & that's okay,
because now I realized what I am worth & you deserve none of it.
Dec 24, 2014
Dec 24, 2014 at 2:53 AM UTC
I realized he wasn't looking for my heartbeat when he had his hand underneath my shirt.
I realized he wasn't trying to explore my soul when his lips were against my collarbone.
I realized he wasn't looking for love when he was looking into the void of my eyes.
I realized he wasn't going to stay when I woke up & there was no one beside me but my unbuttoned shirt.
I realized that you cannot find love in people who only make you feel loved temporarily.
I realized that sleep isn't going to fix all of my problems & alcohol won't mend my heart.
I realized that drinking coffee doesn't make me feel better.
I realized that **** happens & I have to move on because the world doesn't stop for anyone.
I realized that you don't deserve my love in any type of way.
I realized that maybe you never loved me.. & that's okay,
because now I realized what I am worth & you deserve none of it.
