Knees to chest, sitting on the floor
Slowly rocking forward to back
Breathing slowing and fading
I can not feel
The devil on the left says
"Do it. You'll feel again."
The devil on the right says
"End your pain. Take the jump."
Where is the angel
The angel who is suppose to save
The angel that will make me feel
Like I am of worth and I am okay
Either way
I am doomed to destruction
My sight changes to the devil
I look to the left
The lighter burns in my hand
Everything is slow motion
Slowly touching the flame
To my pale skin
A rush of relief
Runs through my bones
My heart pounding fast
My body becoming weak
The devil on the left says
"Don't you feel better?"
But I don't.
So I lay in bed
With a new battle wound
From a war I lost against myself
As I lay to sleep
I go back to where I once was
Lost
Alone
Afraid
Numb.
B.G.K
Aug 19, 2014
Aug 19, 2014 at 1:47 PM UTC
Knees to chest, sitting on the floor
Slowly rocking forward to back
Breathing slowing and fading
I can not feel
The devil on the left says
"Do it. You'll feel again."
The devil on the right says
"End your pain. Take the jump."
Where is the angel
The angel who is suppose to save
The angel that will make me feel
Like I am of worth and I am okay
Either way
I am doomed to destruction
My sight changes to the devil
I look to the left
The lighter burns in my hand
Everything is slow motion
Slowly touching the flame
To my pale skin
A rush of relief
Runs through my bones
My heart pounding fast
My body becoming weak
The devil on the left says
"Don't you feel better?"
But I don't.
So I lay in bed
With a new battle wound
From a war I lost against myself
As I lay to sleep
I go back to where I once was
Lost
Alone
Afraid
Numb.
B.G.K
