Here we go again
Falling down the rabbit hole
Gray color schemes
Are starting to take control
And my life is passing in fastforwarded short scenes
That express things spinning out of control
But this is not a dream
Nor is it a movie
This a warning sign
That I'm going down a familiar road again
And it pains me down my gut
And my chest
And my heart
And my strength has gone soft
And I dont know if I want to want, anymore
I don't see a way out, anymore
Solutions Ive built with my own hands
Have collapsed so many times
And my hands are sore
And I dont want to want, anymore
I've lost the want to want anything
And this feeling, a bell it rings
And I think am falling down the rabbit hole.
And the people around me they dont seem to care
And I'm scared
I'm really scared
And the people around me are just concerned with one's self.
Even though any concorn for me it ******* helps
And this lifestyle is hell
Its a slippery slope to depression
And I think Im going down the rabbit hole again ..
Jul 21, 2018
Jul 21, 2018 at 8:10 PM UTC
Here we go again
Falling down the rabbit hole
Gray color schemes
Are starting to take control
And my life is passing in fastforwarded short scenes
That express things spinning out of control
But this is not a dream
Nor is it a movie
This a warning sign
That I'm going down a familiar road again
And it pains me down my gut
And my chest
And my heart
And my strength has gone soft
And I dont know if I want to want, anymore
I don't see a way out, anymore
Solutions Ive built with my own hands
Have collapsed so many times
And my hands are sore
And I dont want to want, anymore
I've lost the want to want anything
And this feeling, a bell it rings
And I think am falling down the rabbit hole.
And the people around me they dont seem to care
And I'm scared
I'm really scared
And the people around me are just concerned with one's self.
Even though any concorn for me it ******* helps
And this lifestyle is hell
Its a slippery slope to depression
And I think Im going down the rabbit hole again ..
