during the quietest nights of self-examination,
i have come to the saddest of conclusions that perhaps
this depth is not to be shared: i am meant to swim alone while only once or twice reaching the surface to refill ever drowning lungs,
watching the faces above shifting through translucent waters
some stop to stare and maybe stir the surface with their hands
because they have caught a glimpse of something unexplainable and shining
but never
diving far enough to explore
and through this process i have decided you don’t love me because you’ve never known me
you are just another curious passerby
who doesn't have the time to hold their breath.
Jun 12, 2015
Jun 12, 2015 at 4:01 AM UTC
during the quietest nights of self-examination,
i have come to the saddest of conclusions that perhaps
this depth is not to be shared: i am meant to swim alone while only once or twice reaching the surface to refill ever drowning lungs,
watching the faces above shifting through translucent waters
some stop to stare and maybe stir the surface with their hands
because they have caught a glimpse of something unexplainable and shining
but never
diving far enough to explore
and through this process i have decided you don’t love me because you’ve never known me
you are just another curious passerby
who doesn't have the time to hold their breath.
