it’s really hard to breathe.
I can’t eat anything, I’m starving and nauseous.
and I wish maturity was a thing
but instead,
i’m stuck defending myself
against cell phone applications
that find you affection
from someone just as infected
and you already have that low of an opinion
to believe
these are the kinds of people I want to share my death bed with
I wanted to remain friends
but I don’t think that saying
**** you
is effective
when
I already have
and when I did
you held me above you
and told me you loved me, I didn’t realize
you were trying to pull yourself up too
your own reflection masked
with my skin
this false perception
you knew
you lacked within
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 6:29 PM UTC
it’s really hard to breathe.
I can’t eat anything, I’m starving and nauseous.
and I wish maturity was a thing
but instead,
i’m stuck defending myself
against cell phone applications
that find you affection
from someone just as infected
and you already have that low of an opinion
to believe
these are the kinds of people I want to share my death bed with
I wanted to remain friends
but I don’t think that saying
**** you
is effective
when
I already have
and when I did
you held me above you
and told me you loved me, I didn’t realize
you were trying to pull yourself up too
your own reflection masked
with my skin
this false perception
you knew
you lacked within