I am still in love with her

I found love

And when it was torn away

I wasn't ready

I stopped my clock

And now I am living a lie

Trapped in time

I see her in my dreams

I feel her in my heart

I roll over at night

Wishing she was there

For me to hold onto

I still cry

I still miss her

But I wear a mask

I tell everyone that I'm great

But I have nightmares

Every

Single

Night

And every day

I smile the best crooked smile I know

And it's good enough to get me through

Half the time I can't breathe

Hot tears sting my cheeks

But I just wipe them away

Before anyone can see

Back to bed I go

I am broken

I can't feel anything but pain

I am in love

And I cannot function

I cannot move on

I lay in bed

Unable to move

Unable to face the world

Clutching my pillow

Hoping one day

I will wake up

And she will be sleeping next to me again

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