it twisted
when i sat idle
hopeing off her horoscope
online, read a few
after that i do a painting
something like she’d do
little flowers smiling fruit
health veg and neon cities
it hard
when i sit back
tip ma cap down
chillin'
then wham
i slip and gotta climb out a pit
overrun with a thousand clones of her
muddy and they’re all babbling questions
everything she ever said streams lucid
concerned 'help me’s tangle
soft 'love me’s whisper
i turn
and she asks me to leave
it easy
after a spliff
or a bottle of wine
a slice savoury unconsciousness
any bite of smoke
its wrong
that we’re going to forget this
she’s ignoring it hid round the corner
waiting till i'm gone
jumping into a river of ignorance
blaming it on being young
its
stupid
that i even give a ****
That even i care so much
tho yes
it over
but where do we leave it
somewhere we might find it?
charity shop?
the attic?
maybe she’ll give it to a friend
or she’ll paint over it and just know it was there
on her own she might trace where we drew
and shed just half a sigh
skip a heartbeat and roll back to bed
she’ll wish for that last kiss
but once you’ve killed it its dead
Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 7:09 AM UTC
it twisted
when i sat idle
hopeing off her horoscope
online, read a few
after that i do a painting
something like she’d do
little flowers smiling fruit
health veg and neon cities
it hard
when i sit back
tip ma cap down
chillin'
then wham
i slip and gotta climb out a pit
overrun with a thousand clones of her
muddy and they’re all babbling questions
everything she ever said streams lucid
concerned 'help me’s tangle
soft 'love me’s whisper
i turn
and she asks me to leave
it easy
after a spliff
or a bottle of wine
a slice savoury unconsciousness
any bite of smoke
its wrong
that we’re going to forget this
she’s ignoring it hid round the corner
waiting till i'm gone
jumping into a river of ignorance
blaming it on being young
its
stupid
that i even give a ****
That even i care so much
tho yes
it over
but where do we leave it
somewhere we might find it?
charity shop?
the attic?
maybe she’ll give it to a friend
or she’ll paint over it and just know it was there
on her own she might trace where we drew
and shed just half a sigh
skip a heartbeat and roll back to bed
she’ll wish for that last kiss
but once you’ve killed it its dead
