you know
sometimes people grow apart
without noticing it
or worse, not even realizing it at all
am I right?
then that happened to us
now, and maybe forever?
like, are we done?
already?
after so much time
who am I trying to lie to?
8 months doesn't mean that much
or maybe it did mean something
the moments when I thought
we were happy
we laughed
or we were just together
I know I am not easy,
trust
I know I am a horrible person
you don't have to say it
and to be fair, I am not kind at all
I am selfish and
maybe too much
but here I am
with voices in my head
louder and louder
just because of me
"what can I say?"
a sentence with so many memories
that I can't say out loud
I want to be honest, but I can't
I tried to be brave
but I can't do that
because all I do
is push people away
in different ways
or maybe I am just scared
because I can't handle
anything at all
I am sorry that I can't be the right way
sorry for avoiding being with you when you needed me
sorry for the stupid things I said when you needed support
I try to find the right words
and maybe even that is not enough
because I want to say so many things
but none of them feels right
but one question is still in my mind
are you still my friend at all?
Apr 14
Apr 14, 2026 at 11:07 AM UTC
you know
sometimes people grow apart
without noticing it
or worse, not even realizing it at all
am I right?
then that happened to us
now, and maybe forever?
like, are we done?
already?
after so much time
who am I trying to lie to?
8 months doesn't mean that much
or maybe it did mean something
the moments when I thought
we were happy
we laughed
or we were just together
I know I am not easy,
trust
I know I am a horrible person
you don't have to say it
and to be fair, I am not kind at all
I am selfish and
maybe too much
but here I am
with voices in my head
louder and louder
just because of me
"what can I say?"
a sentence with so many memories
that I can't say out loud
I want to be honest, but I can't
I tried to be brave
but I can't do that
because all I do
is push people away
in different ways
or maybe I am just scared
because I can't handle
anything at all
I am sorry that I can't be the right way
sorry for avoiding being with you when you needed me
sorry for the stupid things I said when you needed support
I try to find the right words
and maybe even that is not enough
because I want to say so many things
but none of them feels right
but one question is still in my mind
are you still my friend at all?
I know is not enough
