Everyday is the same
I paint a smile on face to hide my true pain
Maybe tomorrow I won't have to fake it anymore
It's been so long now that it's just become a habit
Day after day I feed myself lies in hope that they will come true
I say I'm fine but I'm not
I have not been for a long time
Darkness has over come me and I feel empty inside
What's there to be positive about?
I can't even do good without something bad happening
I've stopped trying because what's the point
Nobody care about me
I'm all alone, everyone has left me to be
To be what?
I'm completely empty on the inside
Only a skeleton just barely making it through the day
My soul is gone I'm completely empty
My heart is all black, full of darkness and despair
What more is there to life
Everyday is the same
I paint a smile on face to hide my true pain
Maybe tomorrow I won't have to fake it anymore
When is tomorrow going to come?
I can only say I'm fine so many times before
Before I break down and fall apart
Being alone with no one to care about me
About how I feel or what I do with my life
Because I don't matter to anyone anymore
They say it will get better
Don't get my hopes up because I know that's not true
I've gotten my hopes up too many times for them break down
Everyday is the same
I paint a smile on face to hide my true pain
Maybe tomorrow I won't have to fake it anymore
Oct 19, 2013
Oct 19, 2013 at 11:33 AM UTC
Everyday is the same
I paint a smile on face to hide my true pain
Maybe tomorrow I won't have to fake it anymore
It's been so long now that it's just become a habit
Day after day I feed myself lies in hope that they will come true
I say I'm fine but I'm not
I have not been for a long time
Darkness has over come me and I feel empty inside
What's there to be positive about?
I can't even do good without something bad happening
I've stopped trying because what's the point
Nobody care about me
I'm all alone, everyone has left me to be
To be what?
I'm completely empty on the inside
Only a skeleton just barely making it through the day
My soul is gone I'm completely empty
My heart is all black, full of darkness and despair
What more is there to life
Everyday is the same
I paint a smile on face to hide my true pain
Maybe tomorrow I won't have to fake it anymore
When is tomorrow going to come?
I can only say I'm fine so many times before
Before I break down and fall apart
Being alone with no one to care about me
About how I feel or what I do with my life
Because I don't matter to anyone anymore
They say it will get better
Don't get my hopes up because I know that's not true
I've gotten my hopes up too many times for them break down
Everyday is the same
I paint a smile on face to hide my true pain
Maybe tomorrow I won't have to fake it anymore
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